so basically, im fairly aware of the fact that i am far too analytical for my own good. i analyze every siutation to death and drive myself crazy because of it..i guess its a good thing that i am so self aware..but why does my behavior not change? i dont understand it..you can be so aware of your own tendencies and shortcomings, but fail to change them..its a paradox. But this whole thinking and analyzing bullshit ruins things in my life. I think too much instead of just acting..and it results in well, the same thing..i read this quote yesterday that was so simplistic but very revealing "if you do what you always do, you will get what you always got"..duh? right..but its so true..unless you change, nothing in your life will change..it has to be within..anyways im done ranting..i guess it just makes me feel better to write this crap down even if nobody reads it.