it is time to move on, life needs to move forward..this chapter of my life has to come a close, i feel as though i need to put everything associated with slippery rock and my time spent here behind me..i am graduating from college in a week and it completely scares the hell out of me, but so what? its the unknown..how can we be scared of something we know nothing about? a fear of the unknown seems a bit futile but at times, it seems as though that is we are really scared of...i really want to go one of these meditation camps i have been hearing and learning about in my asian philosophy class..these buddhist monks seem so at peace with themselves and with life in general, they look inside their mind as my professor decribes it and understand the nature of their unhappiness..idk i probably wont but i think it would do me some good, i had a terrible weekend..isotation is a dangerous thing, i was so happy to go back to work today and be around people again...after all we are social beings..we require other people in order to truly be happy..but yeah im rambling and i just like writing on here even if noone reads it because writing is like therapy for..just like playing music..ok til next time...