so im sitting here alone in this freakin apartment in slippery rock so ready to leave this town and relocate..i am probably going to moving to pittsburgh very soon, which makes me happy..the events of this past week have made me stronger i think, it is a shame that things have to go so far before i realize my faults..but it isnt the first time..i like to push and push and push until i cant anymore..then im a regretful piece of crap, like i said in an earlier blog..foresight needs to be 20/20..not highsight..let that be the motto by which i attempt to live my life..[key word being attempt]..i think that i have been forgiven and that the whole situation unforuntately got blown way out of proportion...but enough that is over and done with and it was a learning experience and i hope that someday i can come back to this town and place without so much disdain towards it..but yes life has gotten better for me, i was pretty miserable for a couple weeks..i didnt know what i was doing..i was waking up in the morning without purpose..wanting to just lie in bed..but ehh that passed, well my cat sits here next to me on my bed and she seems to be my only companion of late besides some good friends from work whom i hung out with last night and watched the penguins game which is going to a freakin' game 7..LAME..anyways i like writing, its quite therapeutic..until next time...