so apparently im staying in this fucking town for a bit longer, dont ask me why...i guess it cause maybe in like the last month or so, i have almost started to like my job at eat n park, but yeah in no way will i will be here for too long..i guess im going to sublet an apartment for 2 months and stick around here applying for as many jobs as i can and hopefully hear something and in the meantime, i will be a server at eat n puke...but i mean the realization i guess i have made is that there is nothing wrong with that..having a college degree does not automatically mean you must get a good job..ideally, yes, it should but ehh whatever..i can be content working there for now, i have some good friends there and i am actually good my job..it is never a job i thought i would be good at, im not a huge people person..but i find that if you smile and are nice to people..generally they are nice back..amazing realization eh?..haha...anyways but yeah hopefully out of all the jobs i am applying for i will hear something..i dont care what it is..just something to get my dick wet..or is the metaphor feet wet? oh well who knows...i like my variation better..anyways thats the update for now..ttyl