wow, its been nearly 3 months since i updated this thing, i suppose i should just delete it but what the hell, every now and then its nice to put my thoughts down...so yeah nothing terribly exciting to report in my life, i am sooooooooooo ready to go back to school which happens tuesday..this christmas break has been long and boring, more than usual..although i have actually been productive at least these past couple weeks, i have been dilligently working on stuff for grad school, my writing sample in particular, my statements of purpose and i registered for the GRE yesterday...i am actually going to apply this year as opposed to year ago at this time when it never happened which i why i am still in slippery rock but actually i think it was a good idea because i was not ready to go a year at this time because i have discovered i have a passion for philosophy and care much less about politics and political science...i think it will alwaays be something i am interested in but as far pursuing a career in it..no thank you, philosophy just seems so much more important and relevant to life..not to say that politics isnt because indeed it was this very thing i preached to people for years about politics being relevant but i guess its just relevant in a differnt way...but anyways i will let you decide what the hell i am talking about..lol, but yeah georgia state university for now is the only school i am applying to..it REALLY is the only school i am interested in at this point because of its location in a huge city and because my one good friend lives there and because its a really good program and yeah it just seems to be the perfect fit..anywho, i am still working at the khouse and making little to no money and i really am starting to know what it feels like to be poor and not be able to spend money..its scary and you would think this would motivate me not to go into philosophy but i dont care..i saw this shirt one time that said like "study philosophy..its the quickest route to becoming poor" or something but that doesnt bother me, i would like to think if you are studying philosophy..you are not in it for the money..i like how this whole thing has been one long run on sentence and i really like that i dont have worry about grammar and punctualization on here..haha anyways tty in another 3 months